Feeling Low

I’ve been feeling guilty

and I should have said hello

I’m sorry I ignored you

but I have been so low

when I think of you

I want to die

time to change

time to try

aren’t humans strange?

longings awaits us

I’m sick of the games people play

and tired of falling into people’s traps

why can’t people be genuine?

am I worrying over nothing?

something I do quite regularly

not even strong enough to say no

I hate my family

I resent the years of torment