Feelings For You
I’ll move on because there is
nothing else for me to do
no other option to choose
just a linear escape
no lifeline to hold on to
only a drift at sea
where the waves are my only friends
and the skies are no longer blue
“I don’t know why I smile even though I am not happy”
he says to himself
“I don’t know why I laugh when the words are not funny”
“I don’t know why I am so afraid when I was once so full of life”
“Why don’t I feel anything?”
“Is being numb the only way to exist for me?”
How sad that it might be true
that I don’t even have feelings for you